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5月8日

Part of my life - "being stupid"

    I've been struggling with not being able to renew my space for nearly a month. It really sucks coz there were heaps of things carrying on recently, but i couldnt find a way to share my feelings on here. Well obviously i can take that, but, the thing was, the whole worry was due to the failure to fill in the "title". :(                          I suck, i kno....
    My mood has been up and down a bit, but generally ok.
 
    btw, it's two of my friends' birthday(s) today. Yayi !!! Happy birthday guys!!!  Wish happiness with you both...
   
2月28日

归来无恙

好久都没有写点什么,因为不想自己太儿女情长。一写就会想太多,写完了又觉得写得很垃圾。
我妈今天说我,怎么动不动就哭?!我从来都不抑制情绪,不舒服就哭罢
最近状态不佳,精神涣散,缺乏斗志,多走一步都嫌累
所以,决定自我激励一下!
还是那句话,吃得苦中苦,方为人上人。
多点冲劲,不喜欢自己太女生,唯唯诺诺,瞻前顾后。
还有,有些事情,我已经做了道理上应该做的事,对于结果,我一点都不在乎。
毕竟无愧于自己。
 
1月19日

Wow!!! I can get on my space today!!! my BIG day~ haha
 
Very sorry for no/late reply to those who left words here, and i did appreciated. :) I would hv definitely replied you all, if i was able to access the "space"s.
 
I've been watching Prison Break these days, and though it was an amazing show. It's also got a lot of compliment in the public widely around the world. The whole escape story brought me a lot of excitement, where there's no chance to guess what's gonna happen in the next episode. The charactor Michael Scotfield is a smart, charming, caring guy I love to death in the show, which at the same time disappointed me as never would such a perfect guy exist in reality. I'm sooooo in love with Wentworth, the 1995 Prinston grad, the nicest guy in Hollywood and sexist man EVER!  Love ya!!!
 
p.s. Good luck to Andy in Australian Open!
 
 
 
11月7日

   忽然有一种凄凉的感觉,自己居然在担心能不能PASS
   这两天总在不停抱怨那次“意外”,想来,无非是在自我开脱。
   今天去TRAVEL AGENT打听,得到的结果是,如果FAIL,就要多砸1000AUD,HK TRIP也会被CANCEL。换言之,我今年就不要想回去了。
   盼了那么久,最终可能是一场空。
   有时候想,很多事情都是老天安排好的。我没有选择,就像一只贝壳,永远不能选择自己将漂向哪里
   可,有时候又想,有起有伏,这才是人生的动态。
   可以想象自己在等待成绩的过程中会经历怎样的心情
   DOWN。。。
   ANYWAY,还是给自己一个勇敢的笑容。一切都会好的吧~
  
11月3日

Exam Week

Gotta ROCK from tomorrow! GO! MANDY!!!!!
Hope everyone has a great time in exams as well.
Chinese are unbeatable!!!!!!
10月26日

The end, nearly

  Finished my last tute this year today, and suddenly realised everything was wrapped up with an end. My next lecture will be in Feb., which means there'a gonna be a 3-4 months gap in between, without any lectures or tutes... feeling wierd.
  I'm expecting the exam to come asap, coz i cant wait going home at the moment.
  Adding oil...hehe
 
10月18日

I'm going home very very soon!!!

How could i believe it! I'm going home next month.... Yeah! such a cheerful thing!
 
29th Nov, simply after a one-day trip, i'll be at the other end of the world! My mum's gonna be there, waiting for me at the lovely airport!!! Oh my goodness!
 
My mind's gonna split...dont know what to say!
 
Extremely happy at the moment, tho my skin looks shit now!
 
The exams dont worry me! What's more important than going home ? NO, absofuckinglutely!
Hahahahahaha....... gone crazy
 
Anyway, good luck with Cherry's and my presentation tomorrow.
BED TIME, MANDY :) ZZZZZZZ
 
 
9月27日

kind of laughter

Last week,heard of a person coming in our Donut King as a trainer, but by no means did i think it would be the woman I had argument with, in the Donut King in Rundle Mall the other day. Shit!
 
What happened one month ago...
I walked into the Donut King in Rundle Mall, using the free drink voucher to get a free large thickshake. The staff in there was reluctant to give me for free coz she spot the stamps on the voucher was in the same direction, which seemed like being done by the same person (of course she was right,haha). She was trying to ask if any of my friends works for Donut King anywhere else who could possibly give me the voucher. That was the most stupid question I've been asked though, and i would never be that dumb to say a "yes". I was told being rude afterwards, without any reasons. Anyway, she made me the thickshake finally.
 
What happened today...
i went into our Donut King after the volunteer work for swimming as i was supposed to be working from 12 am. I spot a new face and pretty much sure that there would be some other new girls coming in, BUT i suddenly realised that it was such an old and ugly face that i had ever seen, and she was the new trainer this week. GOD!!! I was pissed off then.
 
I'm very sure that she knew I was the the Asian looking girl who played tricks in her store. So as u can imagine, it was very embarrassing from the beginning till the end. ah.......shit.!
 
Anyway, that was just a laughter. I nearly laughed to death today.
9月15日

Part of my tooth dropped off!!

It was scary, seriously. Part of my tooth went off when I was about to go to bed last night. I feel weird, and afraid of the whole tooth breaking down in my mouth one day. So sad...
9月8日

To Kitty

    My dear kiity, the words on ur space really refreshed me quite a lot. They brought all the wonderful memories (with u and helen)back, and they're, to me, irreplaceable. You made me so proud of you, who's so brave and determined to make a good future. It's been quite a while since we got together for the last time, but i still feel u somehow nearby, sometimes. When i was walking across a street or doing whatever which doesnt need too much concentration, some thoughts would sometimes come into my mind "What has Kitty been up to? What's she doing at the moment...dating or whatever?" haha... Time has proved u've definitely got something magic that makes me be thinking of u, Kitty.
    We have to differentiate ourself out of crowd, for sure, and the fact is, we've already made us so different that we could be the ones who most peers look up to, but you know what, this is not the best we can be. We could definitely be way better than that. We must put more effort in the precess, as investment for the future gain, kitty.
    You're now, kind of inspiration to me. I 'm not trying to single you out, but you came out from the shadow, with so much confidence in yourself, and it makes me strong. There've been so many difficulties, and I'm really sick of dealing with them and trying to find a way out by myself. You made me feel positive facing those obstacles.
   "Boys are nothing but trouble"...so far, maybe, hehe, but we'll find someone who will bring us a lot more sunshine and comfort.  Hope it would not take ages for thoes guys to turn up in our lives.
   Good luck with ur new life in UK, and to helen as well.
   Life is wonderful, when we treat it well.
   Always loving you and helen here in Adelaide.
 
               Mandy
9月5日

A great man has gone, leaving a world behind...

Feel really so sorry for the tragedy happened on Steve Irwin. Still been in a shock since heard about this,  and thought it would be, possibily, a joke.  Never does he deserve this consequence of such an unbelievably ridiculous indicent. He's been proved as a great, great man ever since, as he contribulted so much to the world and human history. Australia will be proud of him, and so will the whole world. 
 
 
8月27日

keep smiling

There's always a period of downturn of my mood when i've got pressures on. However, it did not take long to get rid of the horrible emotion this time. I was so appreciated chatting with funny Ty, which made me quickly get over the trouble brought up to me. Anyway, I'll always be the happy one simply because i deserve it so much, i suddenly realise that.  Just be positive, and everything is going towards where I want it to be.
 
Found a sexy voice a couple of weeks before. Cant help myself love it!!! have a try if interested. JASON MRAZ
 
8月3日

What the hell!

  What the hell was that? Heaps of spaces have gone crazy since the other day!!! I dont terribly like the way it is designed now.
  I pretty much feel like a robot, accomplishing "missions" and responding to people autometically, then being worn out, mentally or physically, getting really exhausted. Anyway, that's the way it is.  
7月26日

Back to school

  It's been a decade since the last day my space had refreshed, and the reason for that, probably was no sufficient thoughts coming out.
  Nothing much cheerful to tell, but really good to be back, seeing people back on their regular track which makes my world realistic. That's how it should be like.
  I do feel different back to uni compared with the last couple of weeks back to the end of June in terms of the ease of talkin and communicating. That's great! I'm so gratelful for every single bit I gained from my work and every chance that I'm blessed with to improve myself. I'm driven, and very keen on whatever I desperately want, and always put a lot of effort into it. That's the way I am.
 
PS: One thing which also cheers me up is ANGIE's enormous progress in English, seriously speakin. I didnt hear terribly much others' talking with which I could comment on, but I really feel happy for you, Angie! hehe... Yeah!
6月29日

Nice View

It's like a weight has been lifted after all my exams ended up, and eh...there's always something to keep my spirits high in my holiday, like walking around to new places or anything like that!
 
I've had a great walk down the Marino beach with Daphne this afternoon, and the sun came out when we were on our way back. Shame, isnt it?! hehe..
 
I'll have a "chat" with the manager of Donut King tomorrow, and hope everything goes well...
 
 
6月25日

I will miss you.

I LIKE THE PERSON WHO LIKES TO CARRY ON FUNNY TALKS AND USED TO SEND ME LOVELY E-MAILS EVERY WEEK.
 
I LIKE THE PERSON WITH SHIRTS AND JEANS ON.
 
I LIKE THE PERSON WHO IS LIKELY TO BE BALD.
 
I LIKE THE PERSON WHOSE TALKS COULD ALWAYS CAPTURE MY ATTENTION.
 
I LIKE THE PERSON WHO HAS A VERY STRONG PERSONALITY AND INTENSIVE
KNOWLEDGE BUT NEVER SHOW OFF AT ALL IN FRONT OF HIS YOUNG AUDIENCE.
 
I LIKE THE PERSON WHO HAS PROMISSED TO ASSESS US SYMPATHETICALLY AND WELL KEPT HIS PROMISS IN THE END.
 
I LIKE THE PERSON WHO HAS THREE INDOOR CATS.
 
I LIKE THIS PERSON. HE IS, TO ME, TALENTED AND THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME TALENTED, ALSO...I'LL BE MISSING YOU VERY MUCH.
6月23日

Woooooh....only one left !!!

   I'm feeling really good, and have been almost, almost stressed out after the Information System one in the morning. One more tomorrow, which is perceived as the toughest one to fight against, kinda of, and um...I'd do more revisions on that later, coz I dont plan to feel sorry to MY lovely Steve and Samuel for the dissatisfactory result.
   I was about to yell out when I was on my way home today...Wooooh...almost crazy. Anyway, never mind. Come on, give me a hug mate, and congrats to me!!!!  Woooooooooo!
  
6月20日

Titanic, I was just.....

There was an ever lasting journey, a long walk down there.
 
Something deep in my heart that I really find hard to discribe.
 
That was...just beautiful.
 
 
6月19日

Exam week

I dont know why but, it's really bizarre as to why I've been so loose till now, right before the exams. I'm so much stressed out and feel comfortable with all the revision i've done this week, which was, in fact not that much. The Microeconomics one which is the one that i feel most confident with will fall tomorrow morning, and just hope everything's gonna be fine. No disasters or anything!!! I'm expecting the holiday to come, anyway. Dreaming about various interesting things that I will experience is the most enjoyable thing i have right now... have a sweet dream, Mandy. Good night, baby...
6月16日

What I've been thinking today

Hey, mate, please dont say you're driven only by money with any excuse as it's human nature. Well devote yourself into something which isnt yet beyond your ability. It really helps! I was so impressed by the volunteers early this morning in Castle Plaza. They looked much happier than the olds who were actually enjoying their kindness. Sit down, mate, think about it!
 
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Really wanna congrats to myself of sucessfully kicking the Turkish couple out of mind! it'll never ever be nerve-wracking. They were bizarre foreigners. Daphne, you're absolutely right.
 
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I've been spoiled by you, Daphne...hehe...
 
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Michael, you think you'r a big person, which can be revealed beautifully by the your verbal abuse in the public eyes.
 
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" Did you ever know that you're my hero. " Who's my hero?