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10月7日

很想念

很想念一个人,想念到一提到他的名字,就会掉眼泪。
我总是在很努力地生活, 很努力
我做的一切
我知道, 都承载着你的希望
你也要为我加油。。。
8月19日

DONUT KING关门大吉

 昨天是我在DONUT KING最后一个SHIFT,忙碌一个下午,进进出出,最后店里的东西都被搬空了,看起好奇怪。听说这个店有20年历史,有些老人右侧拥抱在这里喝了20年的咖啡,昨天最后一次光顾,眼泪都快流下来了,很舍不得的样子。我忽然想起这个给我带来快乐和愤怒的地方今天以后就消失了,不能形容是怎样的感觉。但不管怎么样,我和DONUT KING的缘分到此结束!终于恢复自由身,准备迎接新的生活。彩虹
 
今天是七夕,我在家WORKING ON我的ASSIGNMENT。 很佩服写ACCOUNTING STANDARDS的那些人, 纯理论真的不是我能搞的东西,太费脑筋。我是只管用你们写出来的,顶多以后投机取巧一下。你们只是不要把那些玩意弄得太高深才好。
8月15日

"大"女人的"小"爱情

最近两天心情特别好, 过得比较闲散. 一切事情都不紧不慢, 有条不紊. 难得的快乐啊. 积极的心态真的很重要, 忘了是谁说的, "你想怎么快乐,就可以怎么快乐!" - WELL SAID!
刚才在看别人的SPACE(S), 很有趣, 了解到发生在他们身上温暖的故事. 好象自己经历了一样, 为他们感到快乐. 一直在我心中保有 "超级女强人" 形象的某某同学, 在自己的SPACE上写了一段很可爱的话 - "在他面前, 总感觉智商变得很低, 但我情愿傻傻的" (不是原文照抄, 别追究版权哈~) - 实在是和女强人形象背道相弛!! 不过这估计是女人的天性, 但不是在所有女人身上都映证,尤其是有个叫MONICA的老女人!!! 一天觉得自己是个女皇帝, 把我们当丫头呼来唤去的! 哈哈, 总之, 恭喜恭喜了, 有了完美的爱情, 人生理想至少完成一半, 呵呵. 加油哦~
对于我自己, 天哪, 实在不敢有什么非分奢望, 什么"大精彩"哟, 通通不要! 黑人哟! 上半年就是因为期待太离谱, 结果弄了个小病出来, 花那么多CASH坐了趟飞机回家. 健康快乐才最重要.
 
8月6日

happiness is back

红玫瑰   I'm really happy to be back, feeling a lot better. Hanging out with CY, LYF, XH, CJJ, ZXS last Sat was such a joyful thing!   Thx, guys....彩虹
6月6日

上帝保佑我!

才过的这两个星期是我来澳大利亚以来最痛苦的10多天. 天天都在挣扎和不安, 惶恐但又期待着明天会比今天好. 忽然发现自己如此脆弱, 如此爱胡思乱想, 如此没有胆量和勇气面对现在的考验. 我一定要强起, 抛开一切烦恼, 为了考试拼了! 其他一切回家再说. 现在最大的敌人是自己, 一定要有坚定的信念, 我能过度过难关. 妈妈这几天被我折磨得神魂颠倒的,一大家子的人都在为我这个小屁孩牵肠挂肚. 我不要像现在一样沉沦地过日子, 加油加油MANDY! 明天一定会更好, 主在保佑我!
5月19日

BLESS YOU

最近心里一直很不安,总觉得什么事情要发生. 结果,真的发生了好多让我难过的事.感慨谢荇荇的不幸, 再怎么也是IFY毕业的,而且原来对她多少有点印象, 觉得这种惨剧发生在我"周围"的人的身上, 心还是不禁悲凉. 她父母肯定很痛苦, 养女儿到23岁, 付出那么多心血, 还送去英国读书, 结果以这种悲惨的方式结束生命. 虽然不知道事情的原因, 不知道是不是她以前自己做错了什么, 但是总觉得SHE DID NOT DESERVE IT, 不过这种事情真的说不清楚...YOU NEVER KNOW...
我要好好好好好地珍惜生命, 开开心心过每一天, 平安第一重要! 发现自己很多时候真的太任性, 太小孩子,不好好吃饭,睡觉和锻炼身体, 而且经常被莫名其妙的事情搞得郁闷, 变得情绪化. 离家那么远, 自己要好好照顾自己, 多听妈妈的话, 积极地面对生活. 很多事情不能控制, 不要"无理"要求太多, 平安快乐就好!
 
以上的话和大家共勉.
 
 
5月12日

The Day of DK

It's my best day in Donut King EVER! All trays of donuts were sold out, plus we made $1300 - so rewarding. Gemma and I should be granted a bonus!!!
 
It's been a busy week. Didnt sleep too well during the wk, and my neck's so sore... but surprisingly, i've put on heaps of weight... Too much food, i kno.   I've been a bit addicted to those fatties recently. Gotta stop it!!!
 
Mother's Day tomorrow. Just having such a mum in my life is awesome. This might be the luckiest thing in my entire life that i'v been blessed with such a great mum. She's caring, opinionated and supportive. Im always grateful for what she's done for me, and the best advice she gave me. The love i have to my mum will be second to none!
5月8日

Part of my life - "being stupid"

    I've been struggling with not being able to renew my space for nearly a month. It really sucks coz there were heaps of things carrying on recently, but i couldnt find a way to share my feelings on here. Well obviously i can take that, but, the thing was, the whole worry was due to the failure to fill in the "title". :(                          I suck, i kno....
    My mood has been up and down a bit, but generally ok.
 
    btw, it's two of my friends' birthday(s) today. Yayi !!! Happy birthday guys!!!  Wish happiness with you both...
   
2月28日

归来无恙

好久都没有写点什么,因为不想自己太儿女情长。一写就会想太多,写完了又觉得写得很垃圾。
我妈今天说我,怎么动不动就哭?!我从来都不抑制情绪,不舒服就哭罢
最近状态不佳,精神涣散,缺乏斗志,多走一步都嫌累
所以,决定自我激励一下!
还是那句话,吃得苦中苦,方为人上人。
多点冲劲,不喜欢自己太女生,唯唯诺诺,瞻前顾后。
还有,有些事情,我已经做了道理上应该做的事,对于结果,我一点都不在乎。
毕竟无愧于自己。
 
1月19日

Wow!!! I can get on my space today!!! my BIG day~ haha
 
Very sorry for no/late reply to those who left words here, and i did appreciated. :) I would hv definitely replied you all, if i was able to access the "space"s.
 
I've been watching Prison Break these days, and though it was an amazing show. It's also got a lot of compliment in the public widely around the world. The whole escape story brought me a lot of excitement, where there's no chance to guess what's gonna happen in the next episode. The charactor Michael Scotfield is a smart, charming, caring guy I love to death in the show, which at the same time disappointed me as never would such a perfect guy exist in reality. I'm sooooo in love with Wentworth, the 1995 Prinston grad, the nicest guy in Hollywood and sexist man EVER!  Love ya!!!
 
p.s. Good luck to Andy in Australian Open!
 
 
 
11月7日

   忽然有一种凄凉的感觉,自己居然在担心能不能PASS
   这两天总在不停抱怨那次“意外”,想来,无非是在自我开脱。
   今天去TRAVEL AGENT打听,得到的结果是,如果FAIL,就要多砸1000AUD,HK TRIP也会被CANCEL。换言之,我今年就不要想回去了。
   盼了那么久,最终可能是一场空。
   有时候想,很多事情都是老天安排好的。我没有选择,就像一只贝壳,永远不能选择自己将漂向哪里
   可,有时候又想,有起有伏,这才是人生的动态。
   可以想象自己在等待成绩的过程中会经历怎样的心情
   DOWN。。。
   ANYWAY,还是给自己一个勇敢的笑容。一切都会好的吧~
  
11月3日

Exam Week

Gotta ROCK from tomorrow! GO! MANDY!!!!!
Hope everyone has a great time in exams as well.
Chinese are unbeatable!!!!!!
10月26日

The end, nearly

  Finished my last tute this year today, and suddenly realised everything was wrapped up with an end. My next lecture will be in Feb., which means there'a gonna be a 3-4 months gap in between, without any lectures or tutes... feeling wierd.
  I'm expecting the exam to come asap, coz i cant wait going home at the moment.
  Adding oil...hehe
 
10月18日

I'm going home very very soon!!!

How could i believe it! I'm going home next month.... Yeah! such a cheerful thing!
 
29th Nov, simply after a one-day trip, i'll be at the other end of the world! My mum's gonna be there, waiting for me at the lovely airport!!! Oh my goodness!
 
My mind's gonna split...dont know what to say!
 
Extremely happy at the moment, tho my skin looks shit now!
 
The exams dont worry me! What's more important than going home ? NO, absofuckinglutely!
Hahahahahaha....... gone crazy
 
Anyway, good luck with Cherry's and my presentation tomorrow.
BED TIME, MANDY :) ZZZZZZZ
 
 
9月27日

kind of laughter

Last week,heard of a person coming in our Donut King as a trainer, but by no means did i think it would be the woman I had argument with, in the Donut King in Rundle Mall the other day. Shit!
 
What happened one month ago...
I walked into the Donut King in Rundle Mall, using the free drink voucher to get a free large thickshake. The staff in there was reluctant to give me for free coz she spot the stamps on the voucher was in the same direction, which seemed like being done by the same person (of course she was right,haha). She was trying to ask if any of my friends works for Donut King anywhere else who could possibly give me the voucher. That was the most stupid question I've been asked though, and i would never be that dumb to say a "yes". I was told being rude afterwards, without any reasons. Anyway, she made me the thickshake finally.
 
What happened today...
i went into our Donut King after the volunteer work for swimming as i was supposed to be working from 12 am. I spot a new face and pretty much sure that there would be some other new girls coming in, BUT i suddenly realised that it was such an old and ugly face that i had ever seen, and she was the new trainer this week. GOD!!! I was pissed off then.
 
I'm very sure that she knew I was the the Asian looking girl who played tricks in her store. So as u can imagine, it was very embarrassing from the beginning till the end. ah.......shit.!
 
Anyway, that was just a laughter. I nearly laughed to death today.
9月15日

Part of my tooth dropped off!!

It was scary, seriously. Part of my tooth went off when I was about to go to bed last night. I feel weird, and afraid of the whole tooth breaking down in my mouth one day. So sad...
9月8日

To Kitty

    My dear kiity, the words on ur space really refreshed me quite a lot. They brought all the wonderful memories (with u and helen)back, and they're, to me, irreplaceable. You made me so proud of you, who's so brave and determined to make a good future. It's been quite a while since we got together for the last time, but i still feel u somehow nearby, sometimes. When i was walking across a street or doing whatever which doesnt need too much concentration, some thoughts would sometimes come into my mind "What has Kitty been up to? What's she doing at the moment...dating or whatever?" haha... Time has proved u've definitely got something magic that makes me be thinking of u, Kitty.
    We have to differentiate ourself out of crowd, for sure, and the fact is, we've already made us so different that we could be the ones who most peers look up to, but you know what, this is not the best we can be. We could definitely be way better than that. We must put more effort in the precess, as investment for the future gain, kitty.
    You're now, kind of inspiration to me. I 'm not trying to single you out, but you came out from the shadow, with so much confidence in yourself, and it makes me strong. There've been so many difficulties, and I'm really sick of dealing with them and trying to find a way out by myself. You made me feel positive facing those obstacles.
   "Boys are nothing but trouble"...so far, maybe, hehe, but we'll find someone who will bring us a lot more sunshine and comfort.  Hope it would not take ages for thoes guys to turn up in our lives.
   Good luck with ur new life in UK, and to helen as well.
   Life is wonderful, when we treat it well.
   Always loving you and helen here in Adelaide.
 
               Mandy
9月5日

A great man has gone, leaving a world behind...

Feel really so sorry for the tragedy happened on Steve Irwin. Still been in a shock since heard about this,  and thought it would be, possibily, a joke.  Never does he deserve this consequence of such an unbelievably ridiculous indicent. He's been proved as a great, great man ever since, as he contribulted so much to the world and human history. Australia will be proud of him, and so will the whole world. 
 
 
8月27日

keep smiling

There's always a period of downturn of my mood when i've got pressures on. However, it did not take long to get rid of the horrible emotion this time. I was so appreciated chatting with funny Ty, which made me quickly get over the trouble brought up to me. Anyway, I'll always be the happy one simply because i deserve it so much, i suddenly realise that.  Just be positive, and everything is going towards where I want it to be.
 
Found a sexy voice a couple of weeks before. Cant help myself love it!!! have a try if interested. JASON MRAZ
 
8月3日

What the hell!

  What the hell was that? Heaps of spaces have gone crazy since the other day!!! I dont terribly like the way it is designed now.
  I pretty much feel like a robot, accomplishing "missions" and responding to people autometically, then being worn out, mentally or physically, getting really exhausted. Anyway, that's the way it is.